Dear Jakey,

I miss you this morning. I felt funny when I was driving back down from Prospect without you. Sometimes I just miss you extra. Today is one of those days where I just want to keep you with me and work on getting you fattened up and strong. We need to stand and we need to eat. There are so many other things that keep us from doing the two most important things. I have been nervous to have Daddy weigh you because I am sure the number will be way too low. Hopefully we will turn the corner soon. And that means no more funny business – no more puking. I can only take so much my little peanut boy. I can’t wait to see you in an hour when G-Pa brings you back home. A fresh batch of egg avocado will be waiting for you.