I just wanted to let you know a few things that are going on.

  1. I got a new tattoo. It’s a grateful dead bear blowing lots of bubbles. It reminds me of you because bubbles were always something fun we did together. I’ve been debating doing it for a while now and I couldn’t figure out what I wanted to do. I chose to have the bear blowing bubbles because no matter what a terrible mood I’m in grateful dead music always cheers me up, just like the thought of you. All in all I’m very happy with my decision and I hope you like it too.
  2. The Giants are in the Super Bowl as I’m sure you already know. I can picture you in that cute Giants hat you hot at training camp. You looked so adorable as always. I saw this football and had to get it for you, a little souvenir 🙂 I know you’ll do you best to help them kick butt. GO BIG BLUE!
  3. I miss you terribly. More than I think anyone really knows. The thought of you is always in my head. Sometimes I just want to cry. But I know you wouldn’t want me to, it’s just hard.
  4. I haven’t seen your family in a very long time which is also super sad. Ethan is such a busy boy and so is your mommy, and without you there’s really no need for me. It’s okay though, life just gets very busy and I understand 🙂  Hopefully I’ll be seeing them on Saturday so I can give your brother his Christmas/Birthday present. Yes, I am still terrible with things like that. Better late than never though, right?

I know this letter is pretty much a bunch of rambling on but these were just a few of the things on my mind.

Once again, I miss you and I love you so much.

Love always,


PS If you have some free time I wouldn’t mind a visit in my dreams or just some sort of sign you’re with me. There have been a few moments when I know you’re watching over me making sure I’m safe…you know what I mean.

I love you again dude 🙂