Dear Jakey,

I just finished putting Ethan to bed. We read his dinosaur book, said our prayers and snuggled a bit. We also talked about you. He asked God to make sure you had a great day in Heaven. He told me he was also remembering when I used to bring you with me to put him to bed. And he remembered coming into my bed in the middle of the night and snuggling you up. I told him how sometimes I had to move you because his snuggling sometimes smothered you! Those were good times, Jakey. We miss you so much. Nighttime is too easy without you, yet so impossibly hard. We all love you so much. Good Night my little peanut, sleep tight tonight. See you in the morning, unless you want to come see me tonight 🙂